少女的異想世界-語音導覽
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少女的異想世界
WHIMSICAL WORLD

蔡宛珊

Wan-Shan TSAI

共同創作:侯玉珍

Co-creater: Yu-Chen HOU

2020

單頻道錄像

single channel video

10 分鐘

10min

我和我的貓咪蔡小花相處了十年了,在這段時間謝謝牠陪伴了我度過每個不開心的時光,每當我壓力大想發脾氣時只要看到了牠、摸摸牠一切心中的怒氣都消失了。五年前姊姊結婚後有了小孩,媽媽的重心轉向高雄貼身地照顧兩位小外甥,我30歲才開始練習安排自己各項回診時間、整理家裡的環境、煮飯給爸爸吃、上班,試著讓自己獨立、能規劃自己的一天、也練習表達我所想講的話、最重要的努力讓自己開心。


我一直很努力長大,但每當回想到過去委屈的事時,很悶、覺得不公平、很多生氣在,會覺得再怎麼努力永遠都不夠,但好像也無法改變這一切,我的生活要往前嗎?我還在努力。


My cat, Tsai Kitty, has accompanied with me for ten years. I am grateful for her presence whenever I feel upset. As long as I see her and pet her, the overwhelming anger that triggered by pressure can be alleviated.

Since my elder sister got married and gave birth to children five years ago, my mom who used to take care of me has turned her focus to babysitting my two nephews. This force me to learn to be a grown adult. Not until I reach my 30s do I start arranging return-visit to the hospital by myself, cleaning the house, cooking for my dad, and going to work. I train myself to be more independent. I plan my daily schedule, practice expressing myself, and most important of all, boost my well-being and happiness.

Although I try hard to be more mature, I am easily to be trapped in the emotional whirlwind of grievance, upset, and anger when I think of times that I had been wronged. Sometimes I think that no matter how much effort I put in, life doesn’t get better. Should I continue to move forward?

I am still trying.

藝術家介紹

萌得不要不要,瞅得一愣一愣,是隻貓。行得緩和緩和,嗅得一味一味,走了貓。畫得小心小心,拿了一遍一遍,妳是貓。-By 王永安

宛珊是一個有想法的人,每當遇到想做的事都會排除萬難完成,一直以來她都很努力追求快樂,然而過去生命經驗中的卡,使她無法抓住真正的快樂。 -By 侯玉珍

共同創作者介紹 - By 蔡宛珊

侯玉珍:玉珍是很有趣、人很好、很有工作經驗的工作人員。

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