Co-creater： Yu-Chen HOU
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My cat, Tsai Kitty, has accompanied with me for ten years. I am grateful for her presence whenever I feel upset. As long as I see her and pet her, the overwhelming anger that triggered by pressure can be alleviated.
Since my elder sister got married and gave birth to children five years ago, my mom who used to take care of me has turned her focus to babysitting my two nephews. This force me to learn to be a grown adult. Not until I reach my 30s do I start arranging return-visit to the hospital by myself, cleaning the house, cooking for my dad, and going to work. I train myself to be more independent. I plan my daily schedule, practice expressing myself, and most important of all, boost my well-being and happiness.
Although I try hard to be more mature, I am easily to be trapped in the emotional whirlwind of grievance, upset, and anger when I think of times that I had been wronged. Sometimes I think that no matter how much effort I put in, life doesn’t get better. Should I continue to move forward?
I am still trying.
宛珊是一個有想法的人，每當遇到想做的事都會排除萬難完成，一直以來她都很努力追求快樂，然而過去生命經驗中的卡，使她無法抓住真正的快樂。 -By 侯玉珍